Saturday, 16 May 2026

May reflections: Middle life crisis is a very real thing.

  Posted at  May 16, 2026 1 comment

These days, I feel more than ever that I'm facing a midlife crisis. Typically, people around middle aged (40-65 years of age) experience this phenomenon and psychological difficulty where they struggle with intense feelings about their accomplishments (or lack of) in life, with shifting experiences at work and at home.

As a Singaporean, we live very hectic lives dominated by our work/ careers. Most of us tag our identities to it. When asked about who we are, usually one might introduce with our job titles. 

For me personally, I feel I've kind of hit a rut in terms of progressing my career, and that this may be "it" in terms of the career ceiling. When speaking to seniors in their 50s (in context, I'm now hitting 40), many reflect to me that the higher you climb, there is diminishing returns in terms of renumeration. The risk of being cut/ retrenched grows alot more though so it is better to perhaps stay put. 

This stems a lot from fear perhaps. While I know I'm not after titles, I do want to maximise the income I can earn. And stagnating my career at this point does seem to feel "sucky". But, one of my seniors reminded me: Don't worry, that's why you build that secondary income.

Back to a time when I was having more opportunities at work and perhaps happier.
How times have changed.

Primary Income vs. Secondary Income
The theory, as my senior continues, is that with age and a high(er) salary, our risk of being cut grows exponentially. That is the sole reason why we need to divert our primary income to our secondary income. And, also instead to opt for a stable and more sustainable career/ position to lower the risk of being cut. So, one day, that secondary income might just outgrow our primary income. However, we need the primary income at early stage for capital and to finance the ongoing sustained investments over time.

Property investing, to my senior is the method to do it, because of the large sum of money involved in doing so. Perhaps, I'm more conservative, but it's a very real proposition to consider before I hit 45.


As of now, REITs and dividend income investing it is for me.

April to May Performance

I discovered at least 2 of my other colleagues are into investing and this helps a lot in shaping decisions, general discussions of market trends and just to take that bit of stress out of work.

I've not been able to stomach the volatility for tech stocks, even for SGX, hence, you could say I could only watch the market go by as stocks like AEM, and UMS rocketed. (Even though Frencken, UMS, Valuetronics was always being discussed)

March and April additions:

  • SGX:N2IU - Mapletree Pan Asia Commercial Trust (Avg price 1.323)
    • As of 15 May closing:  1.25 (-4.09%)
    • MPACT also missed their Q4 financial results leading to a 2.6% y-o-y drop in DPU

  • SGX:C52 - ComfortDelGro Corp Ltd (Avg price 1.464) 
    • As of 15 May closing:  1.28 (-9.42%) 
    • CDG has a disappointing Q1 2026 business update where net profit fell 16%. Rising fuel prices have also not helped. Probably my worst pick of the lot.

  • SGX:M44U - Mapletree Logistics Trust (Avg price 1.194) 
    • As of 15 May closing:  1.17 (-0.51%) 
    • MLT also likewise suffered a 7% y-o-y drop of its DPU due to its exposure to China market.

  • SGX:J69U - Frasers Centrepoint Trust (Avg price 2.286) 
    • As of 15 May closing:  2.23 (+0.26%) 
    • Frasers Centrepoint Trust's H1 DPU rises 1.4% to S$0.06136, perhaps is the only reason why it wasn't punished as hard as rest of REITs

  • SGX:D05 - DBS Group Holdings Ltd (Avg price 57.418) 
    • As of 15 May closing:  60.2 (+6.26%)
    • I know I entered at a high price, but being REIT heavy I had no choice but to add a natural hedge on my portfolio to try to buffer the prolonged high rates. Who knows how long it will last?


In general, REITs had a 'mini rally' in late April on the back of optimism that Fed rates and interest rates would be cut. However, Fed rates were maintained at 3.50% to 3.75% during its 29 April 2026 meeting. This caused REITs to again face downward pressures as it means cost of borrowing continues to eat into REITs profitability in near term. With ongoing Iran war and high oil prices, cost of business could be also kept high as the rates continue to be high and inflation soar. 

My best counter in YZJ Shipbldg suffered a pull back from a high of around 4.5 and has retraced back to around 4. As mentioned, I'm heavily concentrated on REITs and they make up almost half of my portfolio. Hence, going forward, my portfolio performance is likely to be limited with the prolonged Fed rate level. 

I maintain a warchest of cash ready to deploy if the cliche of "Sell in May and go away" comes true, or if prolonged war does lead to a correction. 

Portfolio Summary: As of 15 May 2026

Overall CostCurrent value
66,58476,188
Stock NameSharesAverage priceCurrent priceCostValue
YZJ Shipbldg SGD3,5000.853.972,97513,895
DBS10057.41860.25,741.786,020
Mapletree Com4,5001.3231.255,953.885,625
Frasers Cpt Tr2,5002.2862.235,713.775,575
CapLand Integra2,3401.7642.274,127.765,311.80
MIT2,7003.061.928,261.445,184
Singtel Earnings1,0003.3184.823,318.164,820
AIMS APAC XD3,0541.3841.544,227.484,703.16
ComfortDelGro3,5001.4641.285,123.514,480
CapitaLandInvest1,5002.952.614,4253,915
VICOM Ltd2,0001.5081.763,016.993,520
Frasers L&C Tr XD3,7331.0650.943,977.463,509.02
MLT3,0001.1941.173,582.843,510
YZJ Maritime3,50000.66502,327.50
SSB Jan 2019 CD2,0001.00112,0022,000
Asian Pay Tv Tr10,0000.1630.0861,631.40860
YZJ Fin Hldg3,5000.690.2452,415857.5
CapLand Ascott T851.070.8890.9574.8


So, until the next time. 

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Sunday, 5 April 2026

I finally got my wife started on her investing journey

  Posted at  April 05, 2026 No comments

Finally, after 5 years of planting the "seeds" and sharing about investing, my wife took the first steps to investing. The conversation was centred around building dividend income as a potential source to fund our daughter's education for future. 

A small start for sure, but one that would build towards the future. I must say that it is incredibly easy these days to start a CDP account, and brokerage account online, with minimum fuss. AI also makes it very easy to do up some basic research.

MISSING IN ACTION
I've been MIA-ing for much of 2024 and 2025 due to transitioning to my new work. Alot has happened in this time frame:

  • I took on a higher role at my new company - effectively doing about a 2-3 person job. This makes me have less time for anything else.
  • I welcomed my firstborn and daughter and it has been hectic since trying to balance my hectic workload with family commitments.

CHANGING PRIORITIES; CHANGING TIMES
REITS have been beaten down since 2022 due to rising interest rates as well as volatility brought by Iran war. This served as a good point of discussion to chat with my wife over starting an investing account. Of course, there is a risk that interest rates continue to be high, as well as oil prices leading to REITs profitability becoming an issue. 

The flip side, however, is that many of the REITs have now re-traced to value levels that are seemingly great entry points to nibble.

My career has stabilised mostly after 2 years at my new company. Unfortunately, luck plays a huge role in careers. My hiring manager has since left and my work has stagnated. Given that there are now lesser things to look forward at work, it is also perhaps time I re-focus back to my portfolio.

I will still look to deliver quality work in the meantime while farming for my next career breakthrough, as employment market is now going through a flux especially with news of retrenchment every other day.

CURRENT PORTFOLIO
It is great to be able to have conversations with your spouse, talking about AGMs, definitions of investing and learning together the basic concepts once again. I've recently added Mapletree Pan Asia Commercial Trust (MPACT) and my wife added both MPACT and CapitaLand Integrated Commercial Trust (CICT) - (please do your own due diligence).

REITs have been surprisingly holding well but of course if macroeconomics continue to deteriorate, depends on how we see it, it becomes opportunities to add some counters as well.

Overall CostCurrent value
46,42356,130
Stock NameSharesAverage priceCostValue
YZJ Shipbldg SGD3,5000.852,97513,405
Mapletree Com4,5001.3235,953.885,985
CapLand Integra2,3401.7644,127.765,428.80
MIT2,7003.068,261.445,292
Singtel1,0003.3183,318.164,990
AIMS APAC3,0541.3844,227.484,367.22
CapitaLandInvest CD1,5002.954,4254,110
VICOM Ltd CD2,0001.5083,016.993,560
Frasers L&C Tr3,7331.0653,977.463,341.03
SSB Jan 2019 CD2,0001.0012,0022,000
YZJ Maritime3,500001,820
Asian Pay Tv Tr10,0000.1631,631.40880
YZJ Fin Hldg3,5000.692,415875
CapLand Ascott T851.0790.9576.08

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Sunday, 14 January 2024

Portfolio Review 2023: Outlook 2024

  Posted at  January 14, 2024 3 comments


It is now 5 years, 10 months and 21 days ago since I started my investing journey at the age of 30 (February 19th 2018). I'm actually going to become 37 this year.

I recently did a re-look at my investing numbers:

  • Cash injection dried up in 2021 - 2022: I was unable to inject any fresh funds/ make new purchases of stocks or REITs due to having to set aside cash for wedding and house commitments. (We should not invest the money we would need in the near term.) This set of commitments are now over and I can finally look to inject cash, and invest into my portfolio again. 

 

  • New Year New Career direction: Thankful that I am able to start a new career and increase my income. While my income has increased, there may be further challenges down the road that can eat into my ability to invest. (e.g. Starting a family)

 

  • Invested portfolio performance in 2023: My Stock and REITs portfolio suffered a lot due to the high weightage of REITs, which has been heavily beaten down by the FED rate increases. Hopefully, for 2024 the FED rates will stabilise and see some recovery. Despite the lack of funds, my portfolio value is holding well. Dividends collected have stagnated due to not purchasing more assets.

 

Actual breakdown of the estimates:
Road to Financial Independence
PROJECTIONACTUAL FIGURES
YearAgePortfolio
Projected 2%/yr
Current capital
injection Rate/yr
Estimated
Dividend 3%
Actual Portfolio
at end of yr
Actual Capital
Injection/yr
Actual
Dividends
201831$12,000.00$12,000.00$360.00$15,941.59$16,928.40$513.25
201932$24,600.00$12,000.00$738.00$42,318.06$23,670.94$815.30
202033$37,830.00$12,000.00$1,134.90$73,116.93
(Set aside $29,600 for
wedding by end 2020)

Therefore actual = $43,516.93
$27,272.78$916.05
202134$51,721.50$12,000.00$1,551.6579694.64

(Set aside $39,200 for
wedding by end 2021)
$4,288.83$1,481.79
202235$66,307.58$12,000.00$1,989.23$79,428.16-$266.48$2,028.56
202336$81,622.95$12,000.00$2,448.69$102,676.20$5,226.38$2,077.75
202437$97,704.10$12,000.00$2,931.12
202538$114,589.31$12,000.00$3,437.68
202639$132,318.77$12,000.00$3,969.56
202740$150,934.71$12,000.00$4,528.04

Plans for 2024:

  • New assets purchase to bolster dividends: If I want to keep to my portfolio growth, I will need to quickly purchase some assets. At current point, I have been out of market for a while. I do hear of issues with Keppel DC reit and ESR reit. More research has to be done to purchase more units of stocks/ REITs. Perhaps it would also be an option to add to my current holdings instead of looking for new counters.

 

  • Learn driving: I think many of my peers are quite shocked that at age 36 I still do not have my driving license. In the past, I see that my family is too poor so I will probably not ever have a car. Things however have changed, and it is possible that at some point I may consider getting a second hand car. Driving is also a good lifeskill to have, e.g. it might help me get around for work, if I'm on work trips.

 

  • Do base job well in shortest time possible: It is quite a steep learning curve for me in my new role, and I need to pick things up fast so that I can start contributing to my new team that placed their faith in me, despite me not having very much knowledge of my work segment. I am mainly focusing on 2 aspects: people (networking), and doing the base job well.


Please feel free to share with me any stock information, or tips for driving school. Till the next time!

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